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This Old Love

taylorwhitefoot — Sun, 15 Jan 2012 10:29:22 +0000

Why shouldn’t we be with the one we really love?

I’ve been doing so much thinking and im confused as to why some people just don’t get a break. Im not one of those people that says woe is me. because shit happens, i have a loving and supportive family, gorgeous friends, two wonderful jobs and i have a sense of where im going in life, but theres one area in my life, i just can’t get right. I’ve tried so hard to deny that im the type of girl that needs love. I don’t believe anyone needs someone else to be happy we are all born alone, well unless we’re a conjoined twin…so why do some people spend their whole lives devoted to finding the person to grow old with. the whole concept just seems to be lost to me, why put it out there when majority of couples get divorced? and then it dawned on me, as i walked to work today i saw an old couple holding hands as they crossed the road..something so simple. I don’t want to grow up as a bitter old lady, i want someone to hold hands with as we walk around the nursing home. I’m all for women being independent, but that won’t snuggle with you at night, or mush up your vegies when you’re too old to chew. Someone who’ll love me even when i have to take my teeth out and wear nappies.
I’m a hopeless romantic, I just hope im not wasting my time.

ciao xoxoo

2011

taylorwhitefoot — Sat, 31 Dec 2011 05:30:54 +0000

Its currently about 4pm on december 31st, which means its new years eve! And whilst i’ve opted to stay in with friends and have a chilled night instead of going out, im writing this post to reflect on the past year! I started this year fresh out of year 12, with my intention to start beauty therapy straight away, however i ultimately decided to defer until july. So i worked non stop till then, got some hours of driving down…not enough however. I made some mistakes along the way and i like to think i learnt from them. As of right now i’m content with how well things are going.
I love life, everyday is a gift and i’m so blessed to be surrounded by the most amazing family and friends. I had a good 2011 sure things got shit and it sucks but i dont let anything keep me down, can’t change the past can only learn from it here’s to 2012, bless you all and health & happiness for the whole year and onwards! xoxo

Out Of Your Mind.

taylorwhitefoot — Mon, 28 Nov 2011 06:44:20 +0000

holy jesus, its been a while !
Let me tell you whats been happening in the land of taytay!
I started school in july, been so crazy busy, but im enjoying it, made some interesting new friends lol! Just getting into exams now, finish in two weeks!
I got a traineeship at Endota Spa! Just working at reception, i like it alot, very different to my other job though. Speaking of the pool, we hired some hot british boy! wooo haha finally some eye candy!
I’m going to see eminem on thursday! and going to stereo this saturday! I got an iphone, which i am inlove with i’m still trying to fall out of love, lol what else is new! Emma had her baby, lil kiah is so frigging beautiful its amazing! I had a few family dramas, but it only makes us stronger. After 18 years i finally got foxtel! my room is finally starting to come together! I went to Sydney for the day then went clubbing that night haha!
We hardly ever go to factory, all about saturday night at Warehouse! best and worst times there! Richmond didn’t make finals…haha as if we had a chance. I like glee now! I’m qualified as a spray tanner:)
Its nearly december this year has gone so fast, and been so retarded! I’m optimistic about 2012, even if we’re all suppose to be killed in the apocolypse…
I’ll try to get back here more frequently i promise!
Adios amigos. xooxoxox

Impossible Baby

taylorwhitefoot — Fri, 01 Jul 2011 12:01:57 +0000

There’s this thing I do, which is kinda funny! I always listen to my ipod every day basically, and If Im just doing some things at home listening to my ipod, I start dancing, but like uncontrolably! Im so insane with my moves that I burst into laughter, so puffing. So heres me in say my kitchen, laughing like a crazy person and struggling to breathe. Classic.
My life is full of weird but hilarious things, Im incredibly clumsy, for example about an hour ago I dropped the new nail polish I bought, which went all over the bathroom floor and carpet heheh opps! I’ve also dropped my foundation which also smashed on the floor.
I hate how clumsy I can be sometimes! I literally just bought that nail polish today! Luckily I had already painted my nails
I went shopping today and bought those shape up shoes! I got a cheapish brand to start off with, I’ll let you know how they go!
Having a bit of drama with my friend, not worth getting into though, I will let you know if it becomes a massive deal for sure;)
Adios xoxo

You Got It Bad.

taylorwhitefoot — Tue, 28 Jun 2011 10:50:06 +0000

I dont know what Im doing in life.
Starting school in less than a month…Relationship status is ‘confused and smitten with someone who doesnt appericate me’
One thing that drives me insane is control, or lack of! I hate not being able to control a situation, because when you have no power over an outcome, all you can do is sit and wait anxiously.
Although power can be used as a tool to destroy someone, as i’ve learnt the hard way!
I feel like people become so controlling that the power because more of a selfish tool, like ‘I might like this person, im not sure yet.’ Well cunt why you’re taking your time to decide, the person you have power over, is being ripped apart!
I’m a big believer in fate and destiny! I dont think we chose where we want to be in life, destiny decides. Although we play some part in determining how our lives will play out, by making dumbasss decisions, called regrets.

So what if one day you meet someone, or find someone again and reconnect. Sure you’ve both changed into different people but if fate lets this person back into your life, is it destiny that determines if they stay in it?
I feel like it would be easy to be like ‘Fuck off, i deserve better’ and delete this person from my life, I’ve done it once! But I feel like I owe fate a chance. I dont know whats going to happen, now, ten years or even 50 years from now, but I know that if fate brought us together, then destiny wont keep us apart.
What will be, will be.

Lil Bits

taylorwhitefoot — Sun, 26 Jun 2011 11:01:50 +0000

Cute lyrics by Sia!

“Soon We’ll Be Found”
Come along it is the break of day
Surely now, you’ll have some things to say
It’s not the time for telling tales on me

So come along, it wont be long
‘Til we return happy
Shut your eyes, there are no lies
In this world we call sleep
Let’s desert this day of hurt
Tomorrow we’ll be free

Let’s not fight I’m tired can’t we just sleep tonight
Turn away it’s just there’s nothing left here to say
Turn around I know we’re lost but soon we’ll be found

You’re A Fool

taylorwhitefoot — Mon, 20 Jun 2011 07:18:44 +0000

I love that people feel the need to involve themselves in my life.
I havent talked to this person in atleast 12-18months and they feel the need to message me and try to make me feel like im a bad person! And this is coming from someone whom I’ve always defended and never had a problem with. I dont hate people and try to find a positive quality in everyone, however I’m so done with you and your bullshit…
Im not even gonna say who it is cause I would hate to burden you with the ‘situation’!
I’ll be the first to admit that im not perfect my situation isnt ideal, I wish things were different and believe me im trying to change it! However you feel the ‘right’ to ask me about my personal life and dont try to pretend you’re above me, you my friend are lower than dirt.
As ‘Random’ as it may seem, I like to surround myself with people I trust and respect. I have given many second and third chances and Im content that this person deserves to be in my life in any shape or form i choose him to be in.
I’ll do what I want because unfortunatly for you, its my life…
Don’t tell me how to live my life, you of all people have no right to tell anyone whats right and wrong. So please indulge me in your theories on whats right and wrong, because I would love to correct you to your face. Truth is you dont know me anymore, I might be doing something ‘wrong’ in your opinion but I DONT GIVE A FUCK WHAT YOUR OPINION IS

To everyone lovely, sorry lets never talk of this ‘person’ again xoxoxo

You Said Goodbye Too Soon

taylorwhitefoot — Tue, 14 Jun 2011 11:12:04 +0000

I’m going to Phillip Island on Friday for the weeekend!!
Im so excited:):):)):):)
Been so exhausted and blah! Needing some time away from my crazy life to relax, couldnt come at a better time!
Once again my current mood is confused, about what im doing and how I feel! I dont know whats going on…
Do you think we can grow feelings for someone we dont really have chemistry with? Or is chemistry the key?

Ponder that for a bit
ciao xoxo

Baby Will You Be My Corona And Lime?

taylorwhitefoot — Wed, 08 Jun 2011 10:55:50 +0000

& I’ll be your main squeeze?

♥♥♥

wowowowowowow

taylorwhitefoot — Tue, 24 May 2011 12:28:42 +0000

50 things you dont know:
1.I’m shy and awkward to people I feel uncomfortable around.
2.I am the youngest child, I have one sister and 3 step brothers
3.I have never been in a serious relationship
4.My ipod is like my child, I literally dont step outside my house without it
5.I overthink everything and I’m incredibly insecure
6.I work in a cafe which is located in an aquatic centre, I like it alot there
7.I hate spending money, but love buying things, work that one out..
8.I go on facebook everyday, I have serious problems
9.I hate boys that treat girls like shit
10.All i want is to love and be loved
11.I have dreams about the future constantly but fear my life will never end up like that
12.I get attached to people very quickly
13.I always doubt myself
14.Im terrified of birds, lifts, heights and vomitting in public
15.I hate maths
16.I orignally wanted to study primary school teaching, however didnt get a high enough score, 0.5 less than I needed !
17.I need my license and a car so badly, i have 9 hours out of 120…
18.I start studying beauty therapy on july 11th, Im terrifed!
19.Richmond Footy Club are my life, Im at every melbourne game, I’ve put work n.a for every game this season so i wont miss a game:)
20.My family and friends are my world, hurt them and i will kill you with my bare hands
21.I go out basically every thursday, Factory is the placeee!
22.I hate making an effort with people when they dont do it with me.
23.I get way too emotionally involved in tv shows, its kinda sad.
24.I dont stand up for myself enough
25.Im naturally a very happy person, although it doesnt take much to make me cry
26.I hate feeling worthless and I hate people who make me feel that way
27.Sometimes I just want to pack everything up and travel the world
28.I hate confrontation, conflict and fighting
29.I dont dislike many people, If I dislike you i just wont talk to you, Im not a nasty person
30.I miss my dog so much
31.I have an obsession with high heels
32.My hair is naturally very dark brown, however I get it dyed black
33.I love winter
34.As soon as I come home I put on ugg boots, im wearing them right now
35.One of my bestfriends is pregnant, im so excited, I just wanna hold the lil baby girl!
36.Im afraid of rejection
37.I love old love poems and quotes
38.I have twitter, formspring, facebook, a wordpress and cant yet figure out tumblr yet
39.I like guys that make me laugh, have a good heart and make me happy
40.I dont regret anything in life, I regret how Ive handled situations though
41.Sometimes I just want to yell at everything
42.The biggest inspriation in my life is my nana, she holds us all together and she doesnt look a day over 50
43.When I was younger I wanted to be a singer, just like the spice girls
44.I hate being ignored
45.I love big rings and earrings
46.I miss having my lip and nose peirced
47.I wish I felt pretty
48.Im a hopeless romantic
49.I blame myself for everything
50.I am who I am, I’ll never be perfect but hey no one is. I wont perform on stage in front of millions of people, I wont be anything less than awkward, weird, annoying, silly and crazy. I’ll give you my trust, honesty, respect and heart if you promise to take me as I am, nothing more and nothing less.
♥